Ha, ha! They say it never rains, it pours. (It's monsooning right now outside!) Yes, I believe that.
So I'm going to take time out from both people. I think I did something good for her self esteem and I'm happy for her if I've made her feel better at all.
I still have her roses. I took pictures of them in my room, of my unmade bed and the things I had strewn there. Left things as they were from our night together. Plus a couple of other things. A guitar. A couple of printed out songs with chords on them. 2 dented pillows. A messed up blanket.
She's on her way home now. A very arduous few flights back. I'm so happy that it's her who was the catalyst for the many revelations I've had. But now is not the time for anything between us, if ever. I'm happy that it wasn't a scary one night stand that meant nothing to the other person and may have only scared me off of my 'spiritual path'.
I miss her. I miss her so much.
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